Hello Windwalker,

This is a challenge that we can feel from the heart & walk beside you in your journey.

I am in full support of my colleagues as for the questions you would pose inwardly. You will "live with yourself" the rest of your life & need to feel whatever choice you make is taking you in a desired direction.

It is a choice that, even though it feels extreme now, you will not want to do so with quick reaction -be out of fear, anger or believing anyone else is truly making the decision.

Do realize, should your final decision in this moment in time, be to fulfill your fathers wishes -it is still "you" choosing to do so.

What ever choice you make, do realize, you are choosing -regardless of the expressions of others (even under the most challenging of moments).

Trust your decision & be willing to walk the path that follows. Trust the wisdom, love & guidance that is & can reach you from within. Then you will know what is right for you in this moment & taking any others steps in your life journey.

It is not the end of the world, only a challenge to help you grow (and even those involved around you) in some manner that you are at in life. Either way, this is simply a turning point in which you are to begin a new aspect & adventure in your life.

Refer to the questions, not just in mind, but in heart & soul. Then rest in the knowing you will realize "yourself" and feel able to make your decision.

The greatest gift you can give yourself, is to love yourself at least as much as you have expressed your love to your desired partner. In this moment, the "light of direction" comes to you & you will know what to do that is for the highest good of your path & all those involved.

We are here to support you in your decision, & if need walk with you the steps to follow through. You are not alone.

Peace & Blessings,

Dr. Jodi